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So today I went to the doctor and was told that my blood pressure was high, I was overweight by ten pounds, and that I had to get back on all of my medications with no exceptions. -sigh- I wish i hadn't gone to the doctor now, but I knew I needed to because....
A. I am not sleeping at night, no matter WHAT the hell I take.
B. My digestive system is irregular again, and making things worse.
C. If I am going to be irrational about being friends with people, then I need something to help me cope!! (Not that she isn't LOVELY when she's rational and taking HER medication the right way... but you know, that happens rarely these days)
So you see, this trip was warranted, and loathed at the same time. I was already feeling pretty low on self-confidence in the weight department after yesterday's jeans try on fiasco. If you know me, you know I HATE trying on jeans of any kind. Yesterday was especially more frustrating. :( Every pair I liked was either too big, or too small on me.
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In other news, I am on the last "chapter" of Into the Lion's Den. And I really thought I might be at the end of the story. But now I'm thinking. I haven't quite wrapped up Marcia's part in this story, and I need to do that. So there will be a part 2, and that is where it will officially be wrapped up.
No, I am not going back to the stupid temple/cult idea. I have decided I hated that idea, and now the story will be moved to Vegas, as I originally planned. But this time I have a valid way of getting Victoria there. It should be fun! So Part 2.
I am thinking I will be working on my Powers story for NaNoWRiMo, starting it from scratch, again. I don't have the energy to work on a whole new novel. I want to get my dystopian off the ground.
Trivia: My favorite episode of Supernatural is Season 1's, "Hell House". That was the episode that I officially developed my Sam Winchester soul bond. I miss him.
A. I am not sleeping at night, no matter WHAT the hell I take.
B. My digestive system is irregular again, and making things worse.
C. If I am going to be irrational about being friends with people, then I need something to help me cope!! (Not that she isn't LOVELY when she's rational and taking HER medication the right way... but you know, that happens rarely these days)
So you see, this trip was warranted, and loathed at the same time. I was already feeling pretty low on self-confidence in the weight department after yesterday's jeans try on fiasco. If you know me, you know I HATE trying on jeans of any kind. Yesterday was especially more frustrating. :( Every pair I liked was either too big, or too small on me.
~~
In other news, I am on the last "chapter" of Into the Lion's Den. And I really thought I might be at the end of the story. But now I'm thinking. I haven't quite wrapped up Marcia's part in this story, and I need to do that. So there will be a part 2, and that is where it will officially be wrapped up.
No, I am not going back to the stupid temple/cult idea. I have decided I hated that idea, and now the story will be moved to Vegas, as I originally planned. But this time I have a valid way of getting Victoria there. It should be fun! So Part 2.
I am thinking I will be working on my Powers story for NaNoWRiMo, starting it from scratch, again. I don't have the energy to work on a whole new novel. I want to get my dystopian off the ground.
Trivia: My favorite episode of Supernatural is Season 1's, "Hell House". That was the episode that I officially developed my Sam Winchester soul bond. I miss him.
