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So tonight I made it my mission to wrap up the fourth fanfic from NaNoWriMo. And I did it. There were some great scenes in the epilogue, and honestly, I liked them a lot more than the rest of the story! LOL
I had a hard time writing the final scene of the story though because I'm not sure what I'm doing after this. I know I am going to write the wedding story eventually because everyone that has followed me with the four fanfic I wrote for November are now shipping Christien and Victoria, and so are asking for that story. I just don't think the whole story can be the wedding, so now I'm going to let that story brew and maybe do some reading.
I cant' bring myself to read The Bane Chronicles now. In fact, after last night, I am completely turned off by the Mortal Instruments right now. I am sure that will fade with time after I've come to my senses. I am going to miss the RP more than anything else, I think. :( But I'll be alright, eventually. I may even be able to play Simon soon.
Adrian gave me an idea for a fanfic. A Mortal Instruments Fanfic. I am going to kill him later. LOL. Or maybe I'll write it and allow it to heal me. It's about Simon as a Shadowhunter. And yes, probably might have some elements from the Tara verse... cause I am now going to have to re-configure that whole thing so that no part of what me and Val did is involved. :( But this could be fun for me. SOME of it may bleed through because I like the original concept I had before we started RPing it....ugh. Why does that have to hurt so much? I knew that that was going to be hardest part of letting her go.
Simon: Hey, we were here way before she was....
Me: I know...
Alec: Hey, I refuse to let you let her ruin this for you.
Me: I know you do. You've all been golden. Just like my friends in the physical plane, and I couldn't be luckier to have all of you. <3 Just...give me time, please?
Alec: don't worry, I will. Just...come back to us when you're ready?
Simon: She will. She has stories she wants to tell.::broad grin::Hey, can our band be really popular in your fanfic?
-dies- Yes, Simon. I will make sure you guys are mega famous, okay? I gotta do something in JOrdan's honor.
Trivia: My TRUE official anime was probably Sailor Moon or one of the Nick Jr. Shows that used to air in the early 90s. (The Noozles or The Little Koala.)
I had a hard time writing the final scene of the story though because I'm not sure what I'm doing after this. I know I am going to write the wedding story eventually because everyone that has followed me with the four fanfic I wrote for November are now shipping Christien and Victoria, and so are asking for that story. I just don't think the whole story can be the wedding, so now I'm going to let that story brew and maybe do some reading.
I cant' bring myself to read The Bane Chronicles now. In fact, after last night, I am completely turned off by the Mortal Instruments right now. I am sure that will fade with time after I've come to my senses. I am going to miss the RP more than anything else, I think. :( But I'll be alright, eventually. I may even be able to play Simon soon.
Adrian gave me an idea for a fanfic. A Mortal Instruments Fanfic. I am going to kill him later. LOL. Or maybe I'll write it and allow it to heal me. It's about Simon as a Shadowhunter. And yes, probably might have some elements from the Tara verse... cause I am now going to have to re-configure that whole thing so that no part of what me and Val did is involved. :( But this could be fun for me. SOME of it may bleed through because I like the original concept I had before we started RPing it....ugh. Why does that have to hurt so much? I knew that that was going to be hardest part of letting her go.
Simon: Hey, we were here way before she was....
Me: I know...
Alec: Hey, I refuse to let you let her ruin this for you.
Me: I know you do. You've all been golden. Just like my friends in the physical plane, and I couldn't be luckier to have all of you. <3 Just...give me time, please?
Alec: don't worry, I will. Just...come back to us when you're ready?
Simon: She will. She has stories she wants to tell.::broad grin::Hey, can our band be really popular in your fanfic?
-dies- Yes, Simon. I will make sure you guys are mega famous, okay? I gotta do something in JOrdan's honor.
Trivia: My TRUE official anime was probably Sailor Moon or one of the Nick Jr. Shows that used to air in the early 90s. (The Noozles or The Little Koala.)
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Date: 2014-12-03 04:01 am (UTC)From:Listen, I know how hard it is to lose the creative portion of a friendship with someone else once it's over. Kay and I both went through that when we stopped being friends in 2007. It's a bitch and it sucks. Know that there are those of us who are perfectly willing to be creative buddies with you to ease you through this pain, however. I'm here for ya, I know I'm not the only one. Love you. ♥
And hey, maybe down the line you can be friends with Valerie again. Maybe she'll get her shit together, like both Kay and myself did. I'm not going to hold my breath, but maybe.
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Date: 2014-12-03 04:15 am (UTC)From:I know you did. And that's WHY I held on to her so long. :( But in the long run, I know this is better for me.
And as for taking her back, I probably won't. She doesn't need that kind of see-sawing. That's why she keeps doing this shit, becuase people forgive her, and feel guilty, and take her back, and she thinks she can get away with it. >.< I've got to be stronger than that. I have you guys, and I was really heading in that direction of leaving her anyway. I was just trying to wait until after the holidays and after the thing with your Mom so the blow wouldn't be so hard. But I couldn't.