i think you made the right choice, and it was very brave and mature of you to do so. :) and I'm glad this entry was able to give you closure!
kinda noticed that everything was always about her, even just from hearing you talk about it in plurk and seeing her comment on Facebook. :/ you were doing well on NaNo? she tried to make you feel bad about it because SHE was blocked. you were sick? she tried to make you feel bad about not talking with her. Her comments always came off as kinda PA or guilt-trippy to me, just in the typing style, like she'd say something like "I miss you...." or "I'm glad you're getting so much writing done...." that's just from an outsider's perspective though, and it certainly doesn't matter now xD
Fandom is something that should be there to help you when things in life get rough, and if it's doing the opposite, you're doing the right thing by taking a break! it doesn't mean you don't love The Mortal Instruments, it just means that YGO is what's healthy for you right now :) and it's not like you would have stopping talking to her just because of that, but I guess she just couldn't even try to understand your feelings.
and I know for sure you can RP without her! Just look at all you've done with Farkle! o3o
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kinda noticed that everything was always about her, even just from hearing you talk about it in plurk and seeing her comment on Facebook. :/ you were doing well on NaNo? she tried to make you feel bad about it because SHE was blocked. you were sick? she tried to make you feel bad about not talking with her. Her comments always came off as kinda PA or guilt-trippy to me, just in the typing style, like she'd say something like "I miss you...." or "I'm glad you're getting so much writing done...." that's just from an outsider's perspective though, and it certainly doesn't matter now xD
Fandom is something that should be there to help you when things in life get rough, and if it's doing the opposite, you're doing the right thing by taking a break! it doesn't mean you don't love The Mortal Instruments, it just means that YGO is what's healthy for you right now :) and it's not like you would have stopping talking to her just because of that, but I guess she just couldn't even try to understand your feelings.
and I know for sure you can RP without her! Just look at all you've done with Farkle! o3o
anyways, ily and you're awesome :')